Eden I am so very proud of you and look forward to your roll as a big sister. You have shown such love already for her and practice frequently with your baby dolls. You want to change their cloths, put lotion on them, take them for walks, put diapers on, and recently bath them. I see you giving them soft kisses and talking to them as I do you. I see the love and compassion you have to share and I know you are going to be the best big sister in the whole world.
I want to apologize for not being a great mommy to you the last couple months. There is so much I want to do with you and to share with you while its just us and it is disappointing to me that I don't have the energy to give you all the attention and experiences you need right now. In fact it's heartbreaking for me to disappoint you. I want to be the best mommy I can be and make you the happiest little girl in the world. Your smile and giggle is my fuel for life. I want to teach you to be active, independent and capable of fulfilling your dreams and I want you to have many friends and to be a great friend in return. It is important to me that you learn compassion, honor, hard work, healthy habits, and that you are trust worthy and responsible. I fear that my example is not up to par and my goal is to be everything I want for you. We are in this together little sis. With this being said. I will love you for all you are meant to be. My only wish is that you are truly happy and whatever I can do to help you with that, I am committed to do for life.
With love
Mommy
